smile for the papparazzi.
smile for photo booth
smile because you can.
i smiled alot today, because behind all the stress, confusion, sadness, and reality i am happpy.
although sometimes quietness takes over me and i am quiet.
i listen to music and i cannot talk because it is not time for talk.
time goes fast, it fly's by. talking makes that time go faster
not talking slows it down, and thats what i need, to slow down.
just let time stop for a moment.
that is why i sleep, to make time stop, i dont know time is moving, so it isnt.
how can one person make you so happy when you are around them, and so un happy when you arent?how is it that i have met someone i can be completely myself with too late?
why must every decision be permanant, why cant we change our minds in betweeen?
like if it is a bad choice, a mis print, no problem, backspace, just like a key board.
i feel so comfortable in the arms of someone i barely know. like i had held him so many times before. i got butterflies and started blushing when he got close to my face, that i fit perfectly around, that makes me feel so warm inside and out. and i cant do anything about it. i have options, i have choices, but what will i choose to do, why do i have to choose?
i need time to think, very carefullly. hard.
time away is good, a break.
a break to see everyone i love so so much.
a break to get smashed and have a fuckin hectic time!
back to my old hangouts, and drunkeness!!
yewwwwwww.
i love tim and his car.
best ever!!
thats all for today.
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