Thursday, July 9, 2009

what i forgot to ention earlierr

is that
i dont think i can be with someone who i dont even know.
i am so different to him, we lead 2 completely different lives.
i have met his family and his friends, but he has not yet met mine.
what should i do? im not even sure that i want him to meet them
will he make a good impression, will they like him, do i even like him?
im not too sure anymore,
i dont want to give up on him though, its not time, he loves me i know it.
why cant he show me in ways that would make me know it?
instead of just cruising by, not caring.
that is all i need, him to be with me, be here for me.
i find it so hard to smile, even when im around them now.


how can the other one just sign into msn and i instantly smile?
it just happened...
maybe its meant to be , maybe not. who know.
thats what he thinks, and i kinda do too..
only time will tell, fucking time.

'make that change'.

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